The Millions of Poles Deported to the USSR in 1939-41
A lire: La condition inhumaine de Jules Margoline publié en France en 1948. Mais l'appareil du PCF fit tout pour étouffer ce témoignage survenant en même temps que le procès Kravchenko.
On September 1, 1939, Germany invaded Poland. Soviet troops crossed Poland's eastern border on September 17, and, by prearrangement with the Germans, occupied half of Poland. That fall and in the following year they set about deporting all those whom they judged as potentially able to oppose their plans for Poland. That was to include those who had held any position of authority, mayors, policemen, schoolteacher, station-masters, and all members of the intelligentsia. Exactly how many were deported may never be known, but it has been estimated that together with their families they probably numbered between 1 and 1.8 million people.
Deportation to the far regions of the Russia, and later of the Soviet Union, continued to be a constant in the history of Poles during the last couple of centuries. Visitors to Siberia tell of Polish villages there, peopled by the descendants of 19-century deportees. During the period when Poland was partitioned, Poles who rose in armed rebellion against the Russian yoke in the Uprisings of April 1794, November 1831 and January 1863, if captured, were usually sent to Siberia. So were those whom the Tzars secret police agents deemed too patriotic. Nor did the deportations end with the reestablishment in 1918 of a sovereign and independent Polish Republic. Poland's eastern border, as stipulated by the treaty of Riga which brough closure to the Polish-Bolshevik war of 1920, left substantial Polish minorities on the Soviet side of the border. In 1934-35, by order of Stalin, all Poles that lived near the Polish border were deported to Kazakhstan.
Following the June 22, 1941, invasion the Soviet Union by Hitler's armies, Stalin concluded, upon the urging of the British government, an agreement with the Polish Government-in-Exile. The Poles in the Soviet gulags were to be freed so that a Polish Army could be formed that would fight the Germans at the Soviet's side. A general "Amnesty" was declared and the Army began to assemble.
Short of armaments, supplies and food, the military capabilities of this Army, as it stood, were limited, At the same time, the existence of an independent foreign organization within the Soviet Union was troubling to Stalin. Hence an agreement was reached with the Soviets that the Army would leave the USSR. transhipped across the Caspian Sea to Persia, then in the British sphere of influence. There it would be trained, equipped, and deployed to protect the oil fields of the Middle East, then threatened by the German advances into the Caucasus. Together with the Polish Army of some 77,000 men, some 39 thousand civilians were allowed to leave the Soviet Union by this route.
Later, beginning in November 1943, a second Polish Army began to be formed on Soviet territory. Commanded by Colonel and later General Zygmunt Berling, it was to be called colloquially "Berlings Army." It was partly made up of deportees who had not managed to join in time the one formed earlier. However, as the Russians advanced into what had been Polands eastern territories, many of its soldiers were recruited there. By August 1944, its strength had grown to 113,500 soldiers.
Of the remaining 1939-1940 and earlier deportees, many thousands perished. Thousands more remained trapped in the Soviet Union, where, until its dissolution, they were not free to admit their nationality. Since the dissolution of the Soviet Empire, many seek to be repatriation of themselves and their families. This has sparked a great debate in Poland: how to provide for these usually unskilled, impoverished people with marginal fluency in the Polish language in a country which has a substantial unemployment rate and is itself seeking to recover from decades of Soviet domination.
The Travails of the Poplewski Family
In the Spring of 1940, Mrs. Anna Poplewska and her family were deported to the Soviet Union from their home near Polands Soviet border, a few miles south of Pinsk. They survived the ordeal and eventually settled in Buffalo which now the fourth generation of her family calls home.
In about 1980, Mrs. Poplewska recounted her familys travails to a friend and neighbor, Dr. Stanislaw Dabrowski requesting that he set it down in writing, which he did, in Polish. The passages below, were translated by Peter Gessner and Wanda Slawinska from the as yet unpublished manuscript.
At the beginning of February 1940. we made the decision to leave our home. Any day soon, my husband was to seek safety on the other side of the River Bug, that is, in German occupied Poland and then I was to join my sister. Yet we hesitated.
The Soviets put an end to the hesitation. During the night of the 9th of February several NKVD police troopers, the precursors of the KGB, and local representatives of the Soviet authorities broke into our home. Awakened from deep sleep, we were paralyzed with fear. They ordered us to dress quickly. My husband was not allowed to get up from the bed. I handed him his clothes and he got dressed, lying there.
Scared half to death, I did not know what to do, what to grab. I dressed the children. It was difficult to collect ones thoughts, to consider what to take with one. They did not allow me to move around the house, and they hurried us as if the place were on fire. Had they had at least given us an hour to pack! We did not even know where they were taking us, nor for how long. I grabbed a couple of pillows, not even the best ones, a pot and a kettle, threw a few things into a small suitcase. My husband also took a few things, among them a crucifix and a picture of Our Blessed Lady of Czestochowa. The children were too small to carry much. We had been planning to escape, and hence had no supplies of food in the house, not even bread, for I was to bake it on the morrow.
The NKVD troopers were mean-spirited and heartless. Fortunately, our two employees had enough presence of mind to throw various objects into the bundles we were taking and these later proved useful in our exile.
The temperature outside was far below freezing; it was that memorable dreadfully severe winter. On instructions from the NKVD troopers, our employee got the sleigh ready and drove us to the railway station in Ozenina. Thank God they did not make us walk in the sub-zero weather. The train, that had been readied for us, was enormously long, stretching from Ozenina to Zdolbunow, a distance of five to six kilometers. The Soviets must have been preparing it for a long time. In the course of a single 24 hour period, they collected people for deportation from the whole county and maybe neighboring ones and filled the long train with them.
The Deportation Train Journey
The train consisted of freight boxcars more suitable for the transport of cattle than people. They must have worked hard to prepare it for us. Each boxcar contained primitive beds. Constructed with wooden planks, these looked more like shelves than beds. In the middle of the car, stood a metal barrel transformed into a stove. It was more a nuisance than a help: the way it was made, when the fire was lit, the smoke would back up into the boxcar and it was necessary to put the fire out so as not to suffocate.
The only illumination was whatever meager light managed to enter through two small windows. At the beginning of our journey people still had candles. Soon these sources of light ran out and then darkness reigned in the car. The Soviets had also made some preparations for people's bodily needs. It shames me to even talk about it. In one corner of the boxcar they had simply cut a hole in the floor. Separated by just a blanket from the rest of the passengers, it was to serve as a public toilet. It isn't difficult to imagine the stink that arose from there, not to mention the concerns for social customs and the like. But what did the Soviets care.
As happenstance would have it, my sister, Janina Stepniewska. her husband and two sons, both slightly older than our children, were all loaded into our boxcar. Given that the assignment of people to the boxcars was quite random, to be deported together with ones family was a stroke of luck. Before we departed, my brother, whom the Soviets were not deporting, was able to bring us bread, bacon, and whatever else he was able to find.
Inside the boxcar, it was terribly cold. So cold that at night ones hair froze to the cars moist walls. The stove produced more smoke than heat. We were crowded in the boxcar like sardines, not able to determine where we were, even to simply satisfy our curiosity. The long train traveled at a snails pace, stopping frequently. It was difficult to see anything through the tiny windows. If the train stopped at some station, no one approached it. Probably, the Russians were forbidden to approach the "capitalist bourgeoisie" from Poland.
After two to three weeks, we began to be gripped by fear. The food supplies were dwindling and no one knew how much longer we were destined to travel imprisoned in the boxcars. People began to get sick from the cold and the lack of proper food. Worst of all was the shortage of water. Whenever the train stopped we would call out for water and candles. In this respect, a gamekeeper from our area proved more effective than most. He had a strong voice and knew Russian fairly well. He would bang on the walls of the box car and shout with all his might: "Candles, water!" Most of the time it was all in vain.
The first stage of our odyssey lasted seven to eight weeks. I remember that on Easter Day, which, in 1940, occurred on March 24th, we were still on the train. It was at the beginning of April that the train deposited us in the woods to the north of the town of Sokol in the Vologda Oblast, about 400 km to the north of Moscow in the direction of Archangel.
The Camp
Our luggage was placed on sleighs which we had to follow on foot into the deep forest. We came to an encampment in the wood, as with all encampments of this type it was called a "posiolek". There they housed us in barracks which previously had been occupied by forestry workers. Immediately, they put us to work. My husband was put to rafting wood. Others were made to dig peat. I was assigned to the felling of birch wood. We became acquainted with another Soviet invention, namely that of the "norm." One was obliged to fulfill these wretched norms. However, in comparison with what we lived through later, the conditions of existence were not impossible.
There was a shop in which it was possible to obtain food and we still had a lot of strength and clothes we had brought with us from Poland. The Russian women were eager to acquire the latter, paying in rubles or favors. I became unwell with chest pains and was examined by the physician that served the camp. She found nothing wrong with me physically and counseled me that, if I wanted to remain in good health, I should try to come to terms with my lot as a deportee. It was easy for her to say that, but the worrying ground me down. In payment for that medical advice, she took a beautiful white suit.
Relations with our guards, or more precisely, our oppressors, were varied. The camps highest authority was its commandant, Suvorov. I can say, unhesitatingly, that he was an evil man, at least in his relations with us. Perhaps he was only faithfully carrying out the orders of his superiors. Some of the "supervisors" pushed us mercilessly to work. However, there were people among them who were considerate towards us. They deserve appreciation, however nameless they must remain. I especially remember one, who, in spite of all the rules relating to us, instead of hustling us to work, suggested that we preserve our strength. Naturally, he did this discreetly. I personally felt his kindness while I was gathering moss which was needed in the construction of the barracks. Seeing that I was working vigorously, he told me not to hurry, because, he believed, I would need my strength for a long time to come. It was said of him that he copied from our people several addresses in Poland. We did not know why this man did not stay with us very long.
There were also women to hustle us. I had unpleasant experiences with one of them. She insisted that I work in the drying house. The wood that Mrs. Czainska and I (and not only we) chopped down went to the drying house. As it dried, the wood emitted a gas that was terribly noxious to me. I became convinced of this when I spent some time there while delivering wood. My head started spinning and I threw up. I told that Russian woman supervisor that I wouldn't work there, no matter what. Officially, only a doctor could relieve me of that work. So, I went to see the doctor, but he, probably in collusion with the supervisor, said that I was fit to work in the drying house. I stuck to my guns. I did not work in the drying house. Because I had gone to the doctor. however, the supervisor docked me a day's pay and my bread ration; this hurt all of us painfully. To punish me utterly and to dishearten us, she ordered that I be locked in the "coop," or detention cell, It was a small shed standing separately in the woods. I stayed there the whole night. I was fortunate that the punishment took place in the summer. On another occasion in winter, because we had not fulfilled our norms, the same supervisor ordered me and Mrs. Czainska to chop blocks of wood in front of Suvorovs office. Because Suvorov was watching us through the window, we had to stand and swing the axes in exemplary fashion. As a result of that the soles of my feet became frost bitten.
Even though we did not present any danger to the Soviet Union, the NKVD spied on us constantly. They had their own spies and informers. It was necessary to be constantly on one's guard and to watch what one said because "the walls had ears." Somehow we came to be suspected of "political activity." A denunciation was made against us by a certain woman from our region. the widow of a settler, who had been deported to Russia along with her husband. The authorities showed their appreciation for this type of spying assistance by assigning lighter work, giving credit for unfulfilled norms, or even extra rations of bread. To a hungry person, who was also of a weak character, the acquisition of a piece of bread was very important.
We were receiving letters and packages from our family in Poland. These were examined by the censors in the regional office before being delivered to Suvorov, yet they caused the authorities to became more interested in us. Other deportees from our region of Poland were also receiving packages and letters from home. We all shared what news we received in this manner and our spirits were uplifted. Some of the letters contained news that the NKVD could have regarded as "political," such as news about the political situation in Eastern Poland. Written with milk rather than ink, these items were hidden between inked lines of a mundane text. We read these letters together by the light of resinous splinters. It was easy to eavesdrop in the barracks. It was enough to stand in the corridor by the door of the person on whom one wished to eavesdrop. The authorities soon found out about our "conspiratorial" letters. Generally they frowned on any groupings or discussions among us.
One day, the NKVD troopers came to the camp from Khabarovsk to investigate. First they questioned my husband. They asked him what political news we were receiving from Poland. Where did we get the newspapers? They wanted to know what our correspondents were writing to us. They threatened my husband, telling him that this kind of "political activity" could be punished with a sentence to a prison camp, or gulag. My husband categorically denied every thing. He explained to the NKVD troopers that politics was not something he concerned himself with, that he was receiving neither newspapers nor any political news of any kind from Poland. He told them that he was thinking only of the work, of fulfilling the norms and sustaining the family. He lied, of course, but the NKVD troopers did not have irrefutable proof of his "political activity."
They called me in also. They wanted to frighten me by yelling:
"What newspapers do you receive from Poland?" one asked.
"We do not receive any newspapers," I answered.
"You lie!" the other exploded.
"I am telling the truth, but you are lying and you would like me to lie. We dont receive any newspapers. There isn't even any newspaper for my husband to make a cigarette with," I explained to the trooper.
Torn newspapers. it was true, came sometimes as wrapping for the packages and these we read conscientiously, but I did not admit this.
Then they began to threaten me that if I did not tell the truth they would see to it that I would not see my children. By nature I have a gentle demeanor, but when they began to threaten me with taking my children away, I became furious. Now I began to yell at them.
"It is I who works hard, I fulfill the norms, and you are accusing me of taking part in political activity! You are forcing me to lie and you want to take my children away on top of everything else!" I kept talking in this vein until their ears burned.
I dont know if they became frightened of me, or if they really believed everything I told them. Suffice it to say that they let me go, so that both my husband and I got out of a dangerous predicament, because they most certainly could have arrested and imprisoned us in a gulag and no one would have asked about us.
An "Amnesty"
The announcement of the amnesty, like the start of the German-Russian conflict, in no way changed our real situation. Life went on as before. But our status as, quote, "free citizens" increased our self-confidence and gave some basis for efforts directed at leaving the USSR. The Soviet authorities told us nothing about the formation of Polish military units on Soviet soil, nor about the rights and obligations of Poles to join those units. On the contrary, they did everything possible to limit the number of us who would leave the camp. But those who were determined and took appropriate action during the period when it was possible to leave, did depart. We knew that a Polish army was being formed in the south of the USSR and we wanted to go there.
Leaving the camp was not as simple as it might seem. First of all one had to get ready for the long journey. Our journey from Poland to the camp ai the time of our deportation had taught us that in the USSR one had to travel with one's own food supplies. Concurrently, however, the food situation in the camp was getting worse and worse. Towards the end of summer. after the amnesty announcement, we were at the end of our rope.
Here follows a section about how, by trading a pillow, a blouse and other objects, the Poplewskis were able to visit a neighboring cooperative farm where the potato crop was being gathered. By helping in this labor-intensive activity, they were able to lay in supplies of potatoes which Mrs. Poplewski made into pancakes and then dried and saved them for the planned journey.
It was not until the middle of November that we were ready to leave the camp. My husband informed the commandant that we were going to the south of the USSR to join the Polish army. Suvorov tried to forestall our departure, to dissuade us from acting on our decision. If he could have done so, I am sure he would have stopped us from going. In any event, unable to block our departure, he made no effort to help us. In general, the Soviet authorities made no effort to render it possible for Poles leave the gulags and camps as provided in their agreement with the Polish Government-in-Exile. The reclassification of us as "free citizens" guaranteed nothing - at least from the point of view of the Soviet authorities - neither the right to join the Polish army nor the tight to leave the USSR. One had to achieve all this on one's own. This is why it was hardest for single women and those with children to leave the camp commanded by Suvorov.
We piled our meager possessions on a sleigh my husband had made out some boards and we started out in the direction of the railway station, trudging over the snow. We didn't get far. The sleigh, which lacked metal runners, kept getting stuck in the fresh snow. It was not possible to continue further. Had a truck not come along and taken us to the station, we would have frozen to death on the way there. Even so, it was only the next day, after spending the night with some Russians, that we reached the station.
Another Train Journey
Finally, the train arrived. It was a long train of boxcars that came from the north. It was full of Poles from the gulags and prisoner of war camps. Before it proceeded on its way we witnessed a sight that would be a constant at each stop on our journey to Persia, namely, the burying, by the tracks, of people who had died on the train. We were also shown in the adjacent forest mounds of freshly turned earth lightly covered with snow. These were the graves of Poles from the preceding train.
From Khabarovsk we traveled due south in the direction of Moscow. We did not reach Moscow, though, because it was threatened by the German offensive. It was only on the train that we learned of the grave situation in which Russia found itself. I do not remember in which city they spoke openly that we had to bypass Moscow. I think that from Yaroslav we went in the easterly direction towards Gorky, Kirov, and then in the general direction of Tashkent.
We sat huddled together suspended on our bed of boards from time to time eating potato pancakes. We chased hunger away with these pancakes perhaps for two weeks. By not moving about, we found this meager amount of food to be sufficient. Sometimes I boiled some ground-up oats and somehow we continued our journey.
The train passed stations. the names of which were hard to discern and even harder to remember. The names of the stations themselves were not very visible, but it was impossible to miss signs notifying us that the station bad a toilet and boiling water. The sign, ubornia, kipiatok stuck fast in our memory. The children, jokingly, asked why all the stations were called "ubornia, kipiatok." Seldom did we take advantage of these commodities of the Russian railroad system. If the train stopped for any length of time, it would be in the woods or in the desert, and there the "ubornia" was a different kind and there was no "kipiatok" at all. All these train stops were for the burial of the dead. During the trip both the young and the old died, but, most frequently, death visited the railroad cars of the former gulag prisoners. Perhaps it was because they subsisted on salted herring. In any event, whenever the train stopped, no matter where, the bodies of the dead were removed from the boxcars. The bodies were not buried under-ground; no one had the time nor the strength to dig graves. Emaciated children died in their mothers arms. It was sad to look at the mothers abandoning the bodies of their own children to be devoured by the wolves in the woods and the jackals in the desert. Sometimes it happened that the train would not stop for a long time. Then decomposing bodies would be thrown out from the moving train. Who can count how many Poles were left by the railroad tracks in Russia during this trip to freedom?
Uzbekistan
As the train journeyed further and further into Kazakhstan and then into Uzbekistan, the number of its passengers decreased more and more. Besides those dying, the young men left to join Polish military units. Families, however, were to journey further still into Uzbekistan. Soon we were left alone in the boxcar. Then, in the middle of January, hence approximately two months after our departure from Khabarovsk, we were told to detrain. The station name was Vanovsk, about 30 km south of Tashkent, in the vicinity of the borders of China and Afghanistan. The train could go no further: the tracks actually came to an end there. We did not want to get off, fearing that if we were to remain there we would never leave the USSR, that we would be made to work in the collective farms and thus would end our journey to freedom. Representatives of the Polish civilian authorities came and assured us that we would remain there only temporarily and meanwhile the boxcars were needed for military purposes. One way or another. we were persuaded that our resistance was useless and so we left the train.
Our fears regarding being made to work in the collective farms came true. Farm workers from the surrounding Uzbek collectives came to fetch us and started to disperse us throughout the region. In this area of the USSR they grow cotton. The climate is hot; in January, when we arrived it was approximately as hot as during September in Poland. We were housed in a barrack and once a day they fed us rice. At least one did not freeze as in the northern part of Russia.
At first they made us clear the cotton fields of the stems of the previous seasons cotton plants and various dried up weeds. These the Uzbeks used for fuel. Then they found harder work for us. We had to level the fields. They assigned a couple of women to each earth-carrier and we had to carry soil from higher to lower ground.
In his search for a way to leave the USSR, my husband managed to make contact with a Polish military post in Gorchakov. Near the end of March. almost two years to the day of the date of our deportation, he returned on foot from Gorchakov, exhausted, and ill. His feet were raw and full of scratches. He had walked all night, for the matter was urgent.
In Gorchakov, they told him that if he had youngsters that he should bring them immediately because a transport of scouts would be leaving any day for Persia. Bearing such urgent news, my husband had not dared to wait for a train which who knows when might have come our way. There was no problem with sending Czesio to join the Scout transport, for he was a boy, but what to do with Genia? We decided to pass her off as a boy. We dressed her in Czesios school uniform and a boys cap and instructed her to pretend she was a boy.
Later I found out that Genia encountered certain difficulties in joining the scouts. She presented herself as "John Wisnieski" a name in our prayer book. Who she really was came out only in the baths. Our "Johnny"started crying and would not go in and bathe with the boys. A woman working there took an interest in her. Genia confided to her who she was and thanks to this woman, our Johnny became part of the transport of scouts to Persia.
It was three days after the departure of the kids that we could set out for Gorchakov. There my husband joined a military unit while I and my sister sat down in a field full of people. A large area was occupied by tents which housed the army. We, the civilians, on the other band, sat on the sand under the bare sky like so many hens. As always, hunger was our lot. No one made any effort to feed this mass of people. Also, there was no medical care, though people were sick, primarily with dysentery, malaria and typhus.
We did not remain long in Gorchakov. My husband would bring us leftovers from the military kitchen. In fact, all the civilians survived on such handouts. One day he bade me to be on guard, for the army would soon be leaving. I went to the station. There, a transport officer announced that this train was only for army personnel and that civilians should not try to get on. However, since the decision whether a non-army woman could board the train was that of the Russian train conductor, my husband "fixed" it so that the Russian would, quote, "not see" my getting on. The train was moving already when my husband pulled me into the compartment.
Here Mrs. Poplewska continues with the account how the train deposited them the next day in Guzar. During their stay in Guzar both civilians and soldiers died like flies from typhus, dysentery and malaria. Later, another two-day journey took them to Kermine where her husband came down with jaundice. Here they learned of a transport of civilians to Persia via Krasnovodsk and the Caspian Sea. In spite of her husband being seriously ill, they decided to separate and for her to take advantage of this opportunity. They were determined that at least one of Czesio s and Genia s parents should leave the Soviet Union alive. This was paramount in the decision to separate
The journey from Kermine to Krasnovodsk lasted at least a week. For a long time one could see on the left side the range of mountains that divided the USSR from Persia. On the right: a sandy desert. Our transport was not in a hurry, the train moved at a snail's pace. For unknown reasons it would stop in the middle of the desert. It was the hottest time of the year and the temperature reached 120 degrees. The train was terribly crowded, the passengers - living ghosts. I am not sure whether in that whole train there was anyone who could have merited the term, 'healthy individual,' in the normal sense of that word. People lay on the straw on the floor, some on the benches, The toilets were occupied the whole time. Yet dysentery was raging. The toilet spilled into the car. The results of the dysentery were to be seen everywhere. Just remembering this bring tears to my eyes.
In Krasnovodsk - hell on earth. So hot that it was hard to breathe. We detrained at a bay, and onto an open area covered with pebbles roasted by the sun. One walked across it barefoot as if on glowing coals. We had to stay on those pebbles for a long time before being allowed to get under a roof held up by a few uprights. From the heat, the hunger, the physical exhaustion, I became too weak to stand. I sat down by one of the uprights and for a long time I could not move. That roof sheltered us from the rays of the sun which baked us unmercifully. In these conditions we waited two days for the ship. The water near the shore, at least in the areas accessible to us, was heavily contaminated with crude oil, so one could not refresh oneself or wash something. Further away from the port there may have been clean water, but no one had the strength to walk along the shore.
Since the port did not possess an installation permitting people to board ships, we were taken out to the ship by tender. Whoever was healthier, helped the weaker and the sick board the ship. People crawled on all fours so as to get out of this house of slavery.
The Final Leg of the Journey
When the ship left the Soviet shore, I began to believe that I would get out of the USSR. The breeze of fresh sea air revived us. People were lying so thickly on deck that one could not pass. Some become sea-sick as if there were not enough sickness to go around. The dysentery forced people to soil the deck. Some relieved themselves over the railings; people had become inured to shame. Everyone was hanging on with the rest of their strength, to make the further shore. It was, however, not everyone's destiny. Those dying were tossed overboard without any weights attached. Their bodies, pulled along by the ships wake, followed the ship, some even to the Persian Port of Pahlevi which we reached on August 14, 1942. I had survived!
My Toronto Star article describing the tragedy of my parents in World War Two has grown into a family tribute, and a victim's eyewitness account of a part of History still largely unacknowledged - Chris Gladun.
Poland's Holocaust A Family Chronicle of Soviet and Nazi Terror.
Introduction
A great myth developed that only the fascist enemy was capable of genocide, of mass crime. If the crimes of the Soviet Union were to be put into the same category as those of the Nazis, the whole moral story of why we fought the Second World War would have been ruined. We now know that during the war, Stalin actually killed more of his own people than Hitler killed during the Holocaust.
Norman Davies
Poland's tragic fate during WW II, particularly the Holocaust, is well known, including the fact that 6.5 million Polish citizens perished, of whom almost 3 million were Jews. This web site documents the horrors of Nazism, but as importantly it is a study of a dark chapter of History long misunderstood or denied: Poland's suffering under the rule of the Soviet Union.
Hitler and Stalin divided Poland between themselves in 1939, subjecting Poles to a double reign of terror. Under the Soviet occupation of eastern Poland (Sept. 1939 - June, 1941), over 100,000 Poles were killed, including 27,000 Polish officers at Katyn and other camps.
During WW II, between 1 and 2 million Poles were deported to Siberia and other points in the USSR, half of whom died. Then between 1945-1955, tens of thousands more were imprisoned and executed by the Communist regime in Poland installed by Moscow.
In 1939 my mother resisted the Soviets, for which she was tortured and deported by the NKVD, as were her family and friends--many of whom were murdered. Miraculously, she survived Soviet prisons and the Gulag to face permament exile--and a lifelong search for loved ones.
My father Leon was one of the few survivors of Katyn where all his comrades were murdered on Stalin's orders, and he went on to fight the Germans in Italy--but he could never return to a Communist Poland. The fate of my parents (including betrayal by the Allies) is one shared by many Poles, but it is a story which is little known in the West and even disparaged.
I have spent years translating and researching my family diaries, letters, photos, as well as conducting personal interviews with surviving relatives. My mother left an extensive memoir of her Gulag odyssey as well as award-winning writing, while my father started a diary as a POW held by the Soviets which he kept through the entire war.
The family letters written amid terror and deprivation, in prisons, camps and exile ranging from Soviet and Nazi-occupied Poland to Siberia, India and England, provide a victim's testimony and eyewitness account that no historian could hope to match. I combine family history with fresh evidence that has surfaced since the fall of Communism to examine previously censored topics such as Stalinism and Soviet crimes, mass murder and deportations of Poles and others, and Jewish/Ukrainian collaboration with the Soviets.
I hope the testimony and material presented here will enlighten readers, perhaps even shock, and that it will serve as an educational tool for all--especially for those "historians" and certain members of the media who ignore or engage in denial of it's historical truth.
I dedicate this project to my family and to Poles everywhere, as well as to Ukrainians, Balts, Russians, Jews, and all others who suffered under Nazism and Communism.
Christopher Jacek Gladun
I would like to hear from those who are interested in this subject, particularly from survivors and veterans, and their children or grandchildren.
Christopher Gladun
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Janina joined the underground as a university student when Hitler and Stalin occupied Poland in 1939. She was arrested by the NKVD, tortured and shipped to the Gulag as family and friends were murdered by the Soviets and Nazis. Janka recorded her journey through prisons and camps where millions died, while searching for loved ones and fighting for her country. *Poland's Class of 1936
A Gulag and Holocaust Memoir of Janina Sulkowska - Gladun.
September 1939 - War
The Nazi blitzkrieg was obliterating Polish defences, as well as targeting civilians. Into our town of 25,000, countless refugees were pouring in, seeking safety or escape to Romania. Many Foreign Embassies and Legations in Warsaw had picked Krzemieniec as temporary headquarters and began arriving after September 7, as would our own Polish government. An endless stream of trains, cars, trucks, horse-drawn wagons, and finally people on foot, clogged the streets in and around the town--the dust of this traffic hung limp in the unusually hot September weather. Wagons loaded with wounded soldiers and civilians became a common, and gut-wrenching sight.
My father, as Secretary of the County, had to make arrangements to house and feed all these refugees, including providing medical care. In spite of his ill health, he was on the go 24-hours a day. Our own house very quickly became a home to many poor souls who had nowhere to go. My father's responsibilities included accommodating the various ambassadors and foreign dignitaries as well as our own Polish ministers, and even entire government departments. The Papal Nuncio was placed in the prefect's house of Krzemieniec Lyceum, and I helped to house staff from several embassies in the school dormitories while other foreign staff were put up in the old monastary or in private homes.
There were a number of famous American journalists who called Krzemieniec a temporary home including Alex Small of the Chicage Tribune, Mr. Shapiro of The New York Times and Mr Neville from Time magazine. Shortly they would escape, while we remained....
My 14-year-old sister Wanda, too young to understand the unfolding tragedy, found this traffic fascinating. She would race through the streets with her school chums searching for the latest embassy arrival. Her prized possession was an atlas that showed all the flags of the world. Each embassy vehicle carried a national flag on the front, and the trick was to identify the country. With friends gathered about her, Wanda would consult her atlas, and with great pomp would announce: Brazil, Greece, Turkey, and so on. One car that was easily identified was the huge yellow Cadillac of the United States, which in Krzemieniec was painted over except for a USA on the roof.
I myself took part in a bizzare encounter with an embassy car, and some very undiplomatic diplomats. While on an errand for my father, I beheld a car racing down Szeroka [Broad] Street. Careening from side to side, it fibnally clanged to a stop like some exhausted beast in front of me. I couldn't help but notice the flag draped over the roof--was it really the Japanese sun? Where was my sister and her atlas! The dust settled and the doors flew open. Two Oriental men in dishevelled suits tumbled out arguing. They were very drunk. Dumbfounded I watched as they staggerred behind some trees where they noisily relieved themselves. They then jumped back into the car and drove off with their flag flapping loudly as if to say: "Germans, please don't bomb us--we're you're allies!"
A few days later I would help one of these Japanese delegates light his cigarette in our local bomb shelter--his hands trembling at the thought of a German air raid.
German Air Raid
Thursday was market day in Krzemieniec, and since before dawn of September 12, local farmers and sellers had been streaming into town bringing their produce. The market square quickly filled up as Jewish shopkeepers opened their stalls and newspaper boys shouted the latest war news. Business was unusually brisk as many shortages were developing.
It was 10:30 in the morning and I was helping my mother and a servant girl with bags and baskets as they set out for the market to feed ourselves and the many refugees in our house. Suddenly the high-pitch scream of diving planes caused everyone to freeze. There had been a number of false air raid sirens previously--but this time there was no warning of what was a very real attack. Countless explosions shook our house followed by the rat-tat-tat of strafing machine-guns. We could only stare at each other in horror. Later reports would confirm that several German planes had screamed out of a blue sky and flew so low that people could actually see the pilot's face. The planes followed the valley into town and dropped several bombs along the main street--and then returned to strafe the market. The carnage was terrible.
Over my mother's objections, I immediately ran to the market and beheld a horrific scene: wagons overturned, vegetables intermingled with body parts, people screaming and running around. A number of buildings were aflame or in ruins. Searching the skies in rage, I beheld the macabre sight of a Jewish woman's sheytl [traditional wig of a married woman] hanging from electrical wires and dripping brains. Beside me an old peasant woman stood moaning in a puddle of blood in a state of shock, while a teenaged girl thrashed about in pain as her family wailed This was an attack by the Nazis calculated to create terror among the inhabitants and to send a warning to the embassies and to the world.
As I walked about trying to help the victims, a car arrived bearing a Swedish film crew, who with professional detachment filmed the destruction and death--a 30-second newsreel of a Nazi attack on a defenceless town to be shown along with the latest comedies!
The Red Army Invades
At 5 a.m. on September 17, 1939, our telephone rang. It was the third week of war and it had been ringing day and night with urgent messages for my father Jan in his capacity as county secretary. Before I could throw on a housecoat, he had already run from my parents' bedroom and picked it up. He was used to the routine by now.
On the other end was the Starost of the county and a family friend with the latest news.
"Hello...I'm listening...Yes...When?...Where?...I see...I see..." my father's voice trailed off chocked with emotion and chronic bronchitis.
My father slowly hung up. I watched him as a silhouette swaying against our veranda doors, his gold bracelet glinting in the early dawn as he cradled his forehead in a pair of graceful hands. He said nothing as he tried to compose himself.
Finally he whispered: "The Soviet army has crossed the border...it's all over...it's the end."
"Maybe they're coming to help us against the Germans!" I spoke up trying to bolster both our spirits.
He just put his arm around me and shook his head. We both realized that it was all over for Poland. But what lay in store for us now?
That day the sound of artillery echoed from the hills east of Krzemieniec as the lightly-armed Frontier Defense Corps opposed the Red Army which was pouring across the border. Locked in mortal combat with the Nazis, we did not anticipate an attack from that direction and our shock was considerable. Confusion reigned as to the intent of the Soviet Union, but Poland was not privy to the secret protocals of the Molotov-Ribbentrop Pact which would see us divided between two age-old enemies. A horror unimaginable by any of us was unfolding....
Later that morning my father dispatched a county car to pick up my mother Natalia and my two younger siblings, Czeslaw and Wanda, from a vacation spot in the country where they'd been sent following the German Stuka attack on our town a few days earlier. Home was the only place now for the Sulkowski family to face a dark future together.
Greta Garbo and Jewish Collaborators
The very next morning a nauseating smell of crude burnt fuel and a rumble of tanks and tractors announced the arrival of the Red Army into our beautiful town. I ventured into the streets to see what it was all about.
My introduction to the Red Army were rag-tag soldiers marching out of step and tanks that constantly broke down. Even the NKVD officer wore canvass boots and tattered greatcoats. Though they were well-armed, they didn't bring supplies with them, and an occasional soldier would break from the ranks to make a quick purchase. Their eyes bulged at the amount and quality of goods in the stores, even as they insisted that they had "plenty of everything in the USSR--including Greta Garbos!"
The Poles watched the Soviet invaders with a mixture of revulsion and fear. Not a few of us cried. But as disconcerting was the emergence of a local Jewish militia which was friendly to the Red Army and had made its apperance even before the enemy had marched in. Armed and organized its first task was to arrest the students and Boy Scouts who had been posted as guards and who carried old carbines in some cases taller than them. The Jews roughed up the shocked youngsters who had considered their captors as friends and classmates, before turning them over to the Soviets from whom they had prior directions. What was the fate of those young Poles? In many cases torture and death. This Jewish militia would help carry out the Soviet's dirty work during their occupation. My family would fall victim to them.
In town, Jews and Ukrainians were cheering and ingratiating themselves with the Soviets. I recognized many neighbours and acquaintances among those who were now jostling Poles and eyeing their property for future theft. Jewish men offered gifts to the Russians while their wives and daughters kissed their tanks. Among this rabble were criminals released from jail by the Soviets to create mayhem. They were all emboldened by posters that had suddenly appeared urging various groups to attack Poles with axes and scythes. And the Soviet officers indicated they would not stand in the way of slaughter which was already turning the countryside red with the blood of the Polish minority outnumbered by Ukrainians and Jews.
On that day I had my first encounter with a swaggering group of traitors attired in leather jackets, red armbands or sashes, pistols, and hatred in their eyes. I beheld a number of classmates among them, including girlfriends. These mostly young Jews, often well-educated and from rich or religious families, now addressed each other as "comrade". One of them gestured a slash across the throat at me. Their love for Communism and Joseph Stalin knew no bounds--especially human sacrifice. They were much worse than the blackmailers and denouncers who emerged in great numbers among the Jews and who were mostly interested in the goods and jobs of their Polish victims.
Starting as communist sympathisers who flocked to the militia or acted as informers, these political types would soon graduate into "agitators," administrators and even sadistic interrogators for the Soviets as they filled positions in the new order. A knowledge of the language and the local scene, combined with their fanaticism, would be essential to the NKVD's reign of terror; they eagerly compiled lists and arrested Poles--and Jews, whom they considered to be enemies of the state. They were the ones who on horseback would chase my father down the main street like an animal, to act as interpreter for their torture victims.
A sizable minority of Polish Jews from all levels collaborated, usually passively but often actively, with the Soviet occupiers in their liquidation of Poles in eastern Poland in 1939-1941. For many, including my kin, the last sight they had of Poland or of their loved ones, was a cattle train bound for Siberia--and a Jew or a Ukrainian, or both, with a rifle on every wagon.
Red Army soldier killing a Polish officer depicted as a mad dog. Such posters went up even as the Polish army was fighting both the Nazis and Soviets. In Krzemieniec, many local Ukrainians and Jews betrayed Polish soldiers and put up notices urging the murder of Poles. Some acted on it...
Soviet Occupation 1939-1941
The Russian Commandant of Krzemieniec immediately arrested the senior city government and our leading citizens--the first in a series of incarcerations and deporations, torture and execution, which also would claim my family in Krzemieniec and elsewhere across Soviet-occupied Poland. (I had secretly joined the underground and this would lead to my arrest as well.)
My father was removed as secretary of the county and now worked in the office of a peat mine where my brother Czeslaw toiled at digging. Much of our home had been requistioned and my mother was forced to barter or sell our remaining possessions. Shortages of everything were the order of the day as Soviet soldiers and officials simply bought up or confiscated what they could. Our friends and relatives in German-occupied Poland were suffering similar deprivations and oppression.
For Poles and those among the Ukrainian and Jewish communities who opposed the occupation, life was hell. The NKVD made good use of collaborators especially the local Communist party which was almost exclusively Jewish. From their headquarters in the requisitioned Treasury Office, lavishly refurbished with plundered riches, the NKVD would decide the fate of victims over vodka and fine food--aided by Jews who for reasons ranging from politics to settling old scores, turned in their neighbours. They eagerly fulfilled the duty of every party member to spy on and denounce the citizenry, resulting in brutal interrogations and show trails where the usual sentence was eight years at hard labour in Siberia. Even walking down the street was an ordeal as the secret police and the Jewish or Ukrainian militia would arrest a person on any pretext--even for being well-dressed.
Krzemieniec Lyceum Humiliated
What particularly distressed me was the humiliation of my beloved Lyceum which was revered as a great Polish institution that welcomed students of all backgrounds: rich or poor, Polish, Ukrainian and Jewish. The Soviets methodically set out to transform it into a dreary and repressive model based on their Soviet system, and this required mass firings and arrests of Polish professors, staff and pupils. New directors and teachers were appointed from local unqualified Communists whose main attribute was loyalty to their Soviet overlords, and later personnel would be brought in from the USSR.
I could never forgive those Krzemiencian Jews, including friends, who played a great part in the destruction of an institution from which some had themselves graduated Many Jews and Ukrainains however mourned the loss of this respected school, even as new students, Jewish and Ukrainian, were brought in to eradciate the despised Polish presence. With my own arrest I would only witness the early stages of the destruction.
My younger sister Wanda brought back horror stories of scholastic life under the viscious directorship of Pinchas Pinczuk, a Jewish former student of the Lyceum who had been imprisoned in Poland for his Communist activities, and who now used Jewish students to betray Polish classmates who wore religious symbols or were patriotic, often with deadly consequences for the student and his or her family. As the deportations started, fewer and fewer of Wanda's classmates would appear in class...
The Soviets emptied the school libraries and dumped the books into a pile for destruction, while the priceless Lyceum Library of 40,000 books was put into the hands of a young Jew who functioned as head censor and book-burner. The duties of school curator fell to two local Jews, one an accountant with the publisher of Lyceum texts and material. School inspector was taken over by a young Jewish female doctor who demanded that students donate money to the "International Organizations of Revolutionaty Help"--with dire consequences for those who didn't pay. Jewish "assistants" in uniforms spread terror and enforced the new order which would see the number of Polish students decline drastically, including the arrest of a Polish professor and several students for belonging to "a counterrevolutionary organization."
Our Doomed Conspiracy
My surviving friends (some had perished or disappeared) slowly returned to a Krzemieniec under Soviet rule. Our schooldays were just a memory, but we were determined to fight on by underground means. At first we held secret meetings at which we memorized passwords--and consulted a Quija board!
But soon we contacted the forerunner of the Armia Krajowa (Home Army), Poland's main resistance force, and in early 1940 I took my oath to defend Poland and was assigned as a courier between our clandestine cells across Wolyn. Our leader, Colonel Tadeusz Majewski (codename "Szmigiel") arrived from fighting the Nazis in Warsaw with explosives and 5 officers trained in sabotage.
Dressed as a poor student in shabby I began travelling as a courier from Krzemieniec to Dubno and other cities. The railways were chaotic and Soviet inspections frequent; my favorite hiding place for messages was a hollowed-out bar of soap while another one was a child's rubber duck!
One of our first actions was to smuggle a typewriter from the Lyceum--all devices of communication were being confiscated by the Russians. The school was guarded by the local militia and we despaired of getting anything out until my mother stepped in. She cooly smuggled out the typewriter in pieces, wrapped in cotton and in her vegetable basket--right under the nose of the armed and bullying Jew.
Our group had plans for a vast insurrection....but then news came of the arrest of some of our members and their teachers at school. Someone had betrayed us and our cache of weapons was discovered by the sceret police. Everyone headed home as mass arrests took away family and friends across eastern Poland...
My Arrest - March 24, 1940
My mother, brother and I returned home in a dejected mood from the election for delegates to the Soviet of the Union, in which the citizenry was "encouraged" by teenage Jewish thugs working as "propagandists" to publicly deposit a pre-filled ballot directly into the box--with a warning not to write anything on it.
We immediately began preparing a package of food for my father who had been arrested on Good Friday and was spending his third day at NKVD headquarters. We knew his arrest had been inevitable, but it was still a shock when they bundled him off like some terrible criminal. Little did we know of the beatings he was presently undergoing. Later he would face a sham trail conducted by the Soviets and be sentenced to hard labour--on "evidence" given by his Jewish and Ukrainian employees.*Jan's Trial
My mother and brother left with the package while I stayed to help feed the few refugees still staying with us. At noon my sister returned from church describing how so many of her little friends were missing and how churchgoers were being forced to vote at the end of rifles. It was then that they came for me. There were three of them. I surmised they had been sent by my old schoolfriend, Marek Tkaczuk, who had been present at the polling station as a Soviet official. Did he know our underground organization was planning to assassinate him as a traitor?
I recognized Truchun as the NKVD officer who had arrested my father; he was accompanied by an ordinary Red Army soldier and a local Jewish militiaman. I did not know that most of my underground comrades were similarly being rounded up, or were already in custody and undergoing interrogation. Our underground organization was being methodically smashed by the NKVD.
Truchun announced that I was under arrest and we were pushed into a corner of the kitchen while a search was conducted. The house was ramsacked and my personal property scatterred; Truchun threw my letters and a school photo of me into his briefcase. They were searching for "evidence"--and for booty which they could claim. I was frightened that they would discover my secret messages and orders which I kept in a hollowed-out soap near the stove. False ID's and other incriminating documents were hidden in our sofa and in an old wine-skin. The Jew had heard something rustling in the wine-skin and was greedily throttling it like it was an animal that had swallowed something valuable. But luckily for us he abandoned the search to go with Truchun to get a car. We were left under the guard of the young soldier.
A few minutes later my brother and mother returned from NKVD headquarters where they had delivered the package, but weren't allowed to see my father. Learning now of my arrest, my mother flew into a rage and began cursing the Soviet soldier in Polish and Russian. And then a strange thing happened. The young soldier suddenly broke down, and through genuine tears explained that he had a family just like ours and that he meant us no harm. My mother took pity on him and gave him a slice of cake while I boiled some tea. He propped up his gun in the corner and thanked us for the hospitality, eagerly wolfing down our decadent Polish delicacies.
When shortly Truchun returned to this scene of domestic bliss, his fury now exploded on the soldier, and he began smacking the poor boy who kept saluting and demanding to be punished for his cimes. And my mother inisisted it was all her fault! While this mad scene was unfolding, I managed to whisper to my sister and brother about my secret documents--to my horror the soap had split and revealed its contents! My brother Czeslaw deftly managed to dispose of the evidence in the stove.
Truchun allowed me to change into something warm before I was led out the door to the waiting car. The last memory I have is of my mother with her hands at her heart, my brother consoling her, and my sister crying and cradling her cat Zbik. They too would shortly be taken away. And so I said goodbye to my family for many years and to my beloved Krzemieniec forever. I have now lived twice as long outside of Poland as in it--but how the memory endures!
Dubno Jail and Nachalnik Vinokur
I was driven to Dubno by car and immediately taken to the office of NKVD Colonel Vinokur, the Nachalnik or Commandant for the region. His office was crammed with an assortment of furniture, food, and plundered items that included commodes, sofas, tapestries and a glass-case with jams and conserves. I was very tired and hungry, and did not know what to expect.
Vinokur was seated behind a large desk and politely asked me to sit down across from him in a plush chair. He treated me as if I were an old friend who'd just dropped in for tea and gossip. Chaim Vinokur spoke to me in Ukrainian (he was a Jew from Kiev) while I answered in Polish. The Colonel impressed me with his knowledge of Polish literature, but when he discussed my university studies, I was shocked at his knowledge of names and dates that only friends knew.
During our conversation, NKVD officers would silently enter the office, sit down, and closely observe me. The Colonel introduced one of them as my "personal" interrogator who with two others, had been sent from Moscow to handle our case. Titov smelled like a beauty salon--there was a rage among Soviets for dowsing themselves with perfumes and talcs.
My reaction to all this attention was a mixture of pride and foreboding--I felt like a mouse being toyed with by cats, and I would shortly find out that Vinokur, who purred so well, had the sharpest claws of all. The interrogators peppered me with questions in Russian, but I'd shrug my shoulders and shake my head, though I knew enough to understand. A rather dim-witted Jewish girl was called in as a translator but I was able to befuddle her. She was quickly sent away by Vinokur who now decided to demonstrate to the boys from Moscow the finer points of an interrogation. I continued to act the part of an innocent soul who was indignant and even amused at being dragged into such a misunderstanding. I denied every name they mentioned. Vinokur only smiled and sipped his tea.
The session had been going in circles for several hours and I was very tired. A quiet moment ensued and Vinokur wheeled his chair around, and with his back to me, began to fiddle with his requisitioned radio. Pleasant music filled the room and relaxed everyone. My gaze was wandering over a tapestry hung upside-down on the wall, when the Colonel quickly turned back and in perfect Polish asked me: "And how is the health of Pius Zaleski?"
"Oh better now, thank you, " I replied--and immediately recoiled in horror.
"So you do know Pius!" Vinokur growled and fixed me with a gaze that was now utterly soulless.
A numbness came over me as I realized that Pius, and probably many others, were in Soviet custody. After all how could Vinokur know about Pius's frostbite that he'd suffered in crossing the Nazi-Soviet border on underground business? How easily I had fallen into his trap! I felt like a child caught with her hands in the cookie jar.
"Take this polskaia kurva [Polish whore] out!" Vinokur waved his hand as the men from Moscow nodded their heads in awe.
A Permanent Cell
After two days and nights of brutal interrogation, I was dragged to a "permament" cell in the women's block of Dubno Jail. Utterly exhausted, I nonetheless was proud of defying my tormentors and not betraying our cause. Titov had grown hoarse in screaming at me--and I had even outlasted Colonel Vinokur! The NKVD realized that even a few more hours could undo my sanity; I would be allowed a chance to recuperate--but just long enough for them to start on me again.
The method of my captors was such that every moment of sleep would be interrupted; prisoners under interrogation were kept in a state of mental and physical tension--vulnerable and unable to defend themselves. A bright light constantly shone in the cell and attempts to cover or turn one's face was not allowed. When I first collapsed on the floor, the guards immediately beat their keys on the door or against the radiator producing a horrible cacaphony. I was obliged to keep my face in the glare. Harrassment and humiliation were effective tools of the NKVD--starvation, disease and torture were other ones I'd get to know.
The next morning over burnt bread masquerading as "coffee" I met my solitary cellmate. Marusia had been here since October, 1939, and was still wearing summer clothes. A few years older than me, she had been a factory-worker right here in Dubno. Of Polish origin, she and her family had been trapped in the USSR after the Bolshevik takeover, but her and a sister had escaped back to Poland in 1932 at the height of Stalin's terror-famine. Crossing the border they had been sprayed by machine-guns which miraculously only caught their dresses.
Marusia settled down in Dubno and started a new life away from the Soviet terror that claimed her parents and millions more. Ironically, she worked in a bacon works that exported food to England and elsewhere. But when the Soviets invaded Poland in 1939, she lost her job and then her freedom. Marusia was betrayed by a co-worker, a Jewish communist, who met her on the street and offered her a job. She jumped at the chance and followed him--straight into the hands of the NKVD. This professional denouncer had filled many of the cells with his trusting victims--and more would arrive daily.
Marusia and I spent almost two months alone sharing our sorrows and life stories. I described to her my university days and Warsaw; she told me horrific tales of Soviet collectivization and the wars against the Ukrainian people. She would shake in rage as she described people eating grass and bark--even their own children--while soldiers guarded warehouses full of food requisitioned from the victims themselves. Emaciated corpses littered towns and cities; millions who resisted were shot as kulaks or shipped off to camps. And this was still going on. Marusia was a tower of strength for me and nursed me during my torture and interrogation sessions.
On May 15, 1940, Marusia was taken away without explanation. I gave her a pair of nylons and some rags, for she had nothing. Just before the door shut, we exchanged a final look which admitted that as a Soviet citizen she would never be allowed to leave alive. I would spend the next two months all alone. That night I thought about the monster that the Soviet system was--how it consumed millions of people and still craved more. And I had no idea that I was heading for the belly of this monster...
The Cold Colonel Vinokur
The next two nights were devoted to my little address book which had been confiscated at the time of my arrest. I explained to Vinokur that the names and addresses were of relatives and fellow-students in Warsaw, and that many were perhaps no longer even alive.
But the Colonel was in a talkative mood and kept asking me about the night-life and theatres of Warsaw, a city that was now reduced to a giant prison by the viscious Hans Frank, Governor of the General Government. Unable to contain myself, I sarcastically asked the Colonel if he was planning to visit some of his Jewish relatives in "Varschau?" A strange smile passed over his face, and carefully tilting his head so as to accent his Semitic features, he replied that unfortunately his face was a real "apparition" and that he was not planning a trip to Warsaw--at least not till later.
His humour sent a chill through me. I knew a little of what was happening to Jews under the Nazis to understand his reference (at this time the Germans were just starting to seal the Warsaw Ghetto in preparation to the Final Solution). I thought to myself that such are the times of the Nazi-Soviet Pact that the fate of millions of peoples are mere trifles to be joked about!
Suddenly Vinokur rose from his desk and went to a locked cabinet in the corner. With his back to me he retrieved a tin box and began assembling something. I was able to see that it was a syringe--and that he injected himself with it in the arm. At that time I simply didn't care to know what he was doing and shrugged it off--but later I learned from other prisoners that this powerful NKVD official was in fact a drug addict. Smiling, the Colonel returned to the names in my address book....
Teresa's Agony
One day I was brought to a different interrogation room and placed in the corner where I waited until a new NKVD officer entered and sat down behind the desk. He said nothing but he was acquainted with my case from the familiar files he carried.
Without warning two guards burst in dragging a small figure in a filthy housecoat. It was my friend Teresa Trautman! I jumped up to embrace her but strong arms threw me back.
"Sit down and shut up!" the officer hissed.
Teresa was placed with her back to me and could only steal glances my way, while I was able to study her in profile. My heart sank at her appearance: she was pale and skinny, and her eyes darted nervously. I was puzzled by the huge dirty cuffs that reached over her hands.
The NKVD officer said nothing as he busied himself at the desk. Teresa silently tried to communicate with me by clasping her hands and raising her eyes heavenward, or pointing to the ground. Was she asking forgiviness? Was it a warning? The depths of her agony was unmistakable and I sent her hugs and kisses. The officer did not react--it was his intention to let me see Teresa's sorry state.
Finally he asked her if I was the person who'd convinced her to join the underground. Teresa slipped to the floor with her hands in a prayer as if begging for mercy.
Through tears I shouted that nobody had been forced to join a non-existent organization!
The officer bellowed back: "If there's no counter-revolutionary plot then what are you all doing here?" His logic was beyond argument.
"Yes--yes it was me," I admitted trying to spare Teresa any more suffering, and pleaded that she was an innocent victim of our conspiracy.
The interrogator waved his hand and Teresa was dragged out sobbing.
That was the last meeting with my friend though I would communicate with her secretly when she was in a cell next to mine. Teresa was executed in June of 1941 along with many others in the mass killings in Dubno jail. I learned later that the strange cuffs around her hands were bandages covering her slashed wrists from a failed suicide attempt. My God!--how she must had suffered at the hands of the NKVD.
I would also meet Bronek in a smilar NKVD-staged meeting in which he declared he was proud to have done his duty as a Polish officer--and for which he would be executed. And as a Polish officer he clicked his heels and kissed my hand to the disgust of the guards. That is the memory of him that I carry forever.
My Family is Taken Away...
Three weeks after my arrest, my mother and younger brother Czeslaw and sister Wanda were taken away in the night by the NKVD and their collaborators. Some 15 members of my family would find themselves in prisons, POW camps, at forced labour and in concentration camps from Germany to the Arctic to Asiatic Siberia. For those who remained in Poland, five more years of the Holocaust and Soviet terror awaited. It would take the survivors years to find each other....
On April 13, 1940, a Ukrainian and Jew, both neighbours, burst through the Sulkowski door with a Soviet soldier in tow. My family was given just thirty minutes to pack and were in a state of shock--where does one start? Similar scenes were taking place all over the town as soldiers and militia dragged families into requistioned wagons with the aid of dogs and bayonets. Screams and tears filled the night...
My brother Czeslaw quickly began packing items into a suitcase and showed my mother and sister how to make up bundles of clothing. The Soviet soldier followed him everywhere and refused to let him take an axe as it could be used as a weapon. Meanwhile the Jew and the Ukrainian looked for plunder.
Suddenly it was announced that the keys to the house and property had to be turned over to someone for "safekeeping." My mother surmised that the only ones who were safe from the Soviets were the poor Jews--and her choice fell on Abraham Baraczin, a shoemaker who was fetched. Tearfully she handed over our possessions and asked him to distribute certain items to whatever of her friends might remian after this terrible night. My sister begged him to take care of her beloved cat Zbik [Wildcat] *Natalia's Letters
In the end both our fortunes and Zbik would "run away" as most of our property was stolen or sold at low prices at an NKVD auction. From Siberia, my mother would try to contact her Jewish friends but as far as they were concerned, the Sulkowski Family and all their things had been liquidated--family photos would be thrown into the flames by those who wanted the frames...
My family was loaded into wagons and driven to the train station where other wagons were disgorging their human cargo to the shouts of "Bystrej!" [Faster!] while soldiers and the local Jewish and Ukrainian militia brutally kept back frantic relatives. People, mostly women and children, were crammed 60 and more to an unheated cattle car with no facilities or water, and only a tiny window. The train sat sealed in Krzemieniec for another day and night before setting out for a destination that filled all Poles with dread: Siberia. As it steamed out, it was to the sound of hundreds of voices singing Polish hymns and patriotic songs....
The train picked up many more victims along the way and would number over a hundred wagons when it finally left Poland. The trip took two weeks under such brutal conditions that the seasoned Soviet train commandant (who expressed sadness over the fate of the children) committed suicide under the wheels of a locomotive when the transport finally arrived in Kazakhstan.
My family was unloaded on a harsh steppe and told to work--or die.
Russian Roulette and an Electric Chair
Following my family's arrest, my interrogations became more vicious and I would spend some 40 sessions on a chair beneath a glaring light surrounded by NKVD interrogators. The anger in Vinokur and Titov now flowed to the surface. They screamed in my face and promised me a death sentence. They paraded tortured friends in front of me whom they would later murder. They kept me in solitary confinement and in a frozen cell. And they tortured me. The majority of my interrogations took place in the first half of my year-long stay in Dubno jail which was from March 1940 to March 1941.
One particular session is burned forever into my memory. It seemed like another dreary night. I was dismissing Titov's endless and predictable questions which he spit into my face, with my usual shrugs, when Colonel Vinokur emerged from the background and twisted my chair close to his face.
"So you don't think I could just kill you like a dog?" he growled.
I sensed that this was something more than the usual threats. He narrowed his eyes and a muscle twitched in his cheek. He undid his holster and took out his revolver. It was the first time I'd seen his weapon. Suddenly I felt him brushing my cheek with the cold barrel, and then against my temple. I could distinctly feel the rolling of the tumbler, and then the click of the trigger. My God--he was playing Russian Roulette against my head!
"Believe. Believe, you Polish cunt!" Vinokur screamed and pulled the trigger. The sound of the hammer exploded in my head--but no bullet came forth. And then he pulled it a second time, and a third time.
Titov's painted eyebrows wriggled with excitement as I struggled in the chair. I came close to fainting...and then Vinokur put his gun away.
Later, in the relative safety of my cell, I decided that it was just a game he was playing and that probably there were no bullets. But I would shudder every time I remembered the cold steel and the sight of Titov's perverse excitement.
A week later I was to experience another unusual and "shocking" method of torture which had been concocted by my tormentors. I became a guinea pig in their experimentation in the art of arriving at the "truth." This was their "electric chair."
I was taken for a nightly session and was seated in the regular chair under the light. Titov and Vinokur were unusually attentative and repeated their questions slowly. I returned vague answers. They slowly asked me again, and I muttered something back. They then looked at each other--and suddenly I was thrown out of the chair by some great unseen force! I found myself on the floor with my legs twitching. What had happened?
They picked me up and threw me back into the seat. I was asked the same question, which I barely heard and didn't answer--and once more I was hurled into the air. I shook like a rag doll. The shock was repeated a third time and I started to gasp. After a minute or so of trying to catch my breath, the disembodied voice of Colonel Vinokur announced that he was satisfied.
I was dragged back to my cell. My body felt peculiar, but it was my mind that took somewhat longer to recuperate. Marusia later told me that I was babbling and sobbing. I was never again subjected to their electric chair--but I always looked for signs of tampering when I entered the interrogation room. I could only shudder at the thought of Vinokur and Titov rigging up the chair with wires and then experimenting on me to determine the proper voltage that would cause pain but not kill.
It was also a chair that in a less dramatic way caused even more excruciating and much longer-lasting pain. I was barely 5 foot 2 inches and my legs dangled like a child's when seated in the interrogation chair. The sessions almost always lasted through the night for eight hours and longer, during which I was not allowed to eat or go to the washroom, nor could I get off this throne to rest my feet on the ground. The cumulative effect of muscular inactivity and the build-up of blood in my lower limbs caused my feet and legs to swell--and produced horrible pain, especially when trying to walk. I never imagined that such pain could result from merely having my legs dangle.
However, I realized that my treatment at the hands of the NKVD was mild compared to what many of my friends were subject to, perhaps in the very same interrogation chambers. Leon Kowal was repeatedly beaten as was Pius Zaleski. Others had needles jammed under their fingernails, their fingers were crushed and their testicles burned. Women also were beaten or kept in cells of freezing water or human sewage. Many of them would eventually be murdered. Yet what I was to experience later in the Gulag was such that I looked upon my stay in Dubno as my "golden days."
Cell Mates
Two months into my solitary confinement, an old acquaintance paid me a surprise visit. I was reciting my secretly-composed poetry in the tiny cell when the door flew open--and there stood Colonel Vinokur.
"What--still all alone?" he mockingly declared in Polish and gave his staff a dirty look.
I felt stronger than when I had been first interred in this cell, and I had nothing but hatred for this man after what he'd done to my friends. Isolation had not broken me.
"Such a lonely life is to my liking!" I declared.
The very next day I was transferred to the cell next door containing two other women, both Poles serving political sentences. Three women in a cell designed for one was still tolerable--especially when as many as twenty women were confined in similar cells together with common criminals who preyed on political prisoners.
Helena was the wife of a Czarist General who had kidnapped her from Poland. She grew to love him and they had a family, but he was executed and she escaped back to Poland with her children in 1932, and had been arrested after the Soviet invasion. She was an older women with aristocratic features, white hair--and wearing an evening gown in tatters in which she'd been arrested. "Granny" as everyone called her, including the guards, would be my companion for 9 months--and she'd teach me dream interpretation and fortune-telling which came in handy.
My younger companion was Ela. Her crime was being married to a Polish officer who most likely had been executed by the NKVD. Most importantly it was Ela who taught me the "Pawiak" or jail alphabet, named after the dreaded Pawiak prison in Warsaw where the Nazis were killing thousands. The Pawiak alphabet was similar to a morse code tapped on walls and pipes and was very effective.
Ela showed me her open hand. "That's all you'll ever need to communicate!" she declared, wriggling her fingers.
I got to know many women and men in neighbouring cells and throughout the prison by using this means of communication. Most of them I would never meet personally, but I felt I knew them as close friends. We sent and received messages and warnings, convened communal prayers and even held literary evenings. It was our main method of communication as the Soviets took steps to make sure prisoners never met or talked to each other. It would also see me thrown into a punishment cell. I discovered that Dzunia Trautman was in the cell next to me, and later I would "talk" with her younger sister Teresa who was undergoing terrible torture. I would also contact many of the men in the Death Row cells above us, including Bronek Rumel--and we would try to cheer them up by interpreting their dreams which were always dark and terrifying.
I also made the acquaintance of Marzenka Dobrowolska who had received a sentence under the infamous and all-encompassing Article 58 of the Soviet Criminal Code: for "historical counter-revolution" in Poland. After we both were caught using the Pawiak, I overheard her booming voice as she was being taken to the punishment cell next to mine. But only much later did I meet her face to face; we would miss the executions in Dubno, but we'd share a terrible journey through the Gulag. Her determination and strength would help me pull through hardships that killed many. We became lifelong friends; she emigrated to the USA and I to Canada.
The Punishment Cell
In February, 1941, three women were thrown into the cell with Granny and me. We welcomed them as fellow-prisoners but little did we suspect that the youngest, a high school student, was a Kapus or stoolpigeon. Taken for interrogations young Nadia always returned in tears--the NKVD was torturing her into become an informer about our prison communications.
Thus a trap was set in which I, Marzenka, and others, were caught redhanded answering Pawiak messages sent by Colonel Vinokur himself. He burst into our cell and after swearing at me at length, sent me off for a week to the dreaded "punishment cell"--which for some was a death sentence.
The cell was freezing. A dirty layer of ice covered everything while snow swirled in through the broken window slit. There was no bedding and the guard just laughed and pointed to the corner for my personal needs.
The cold was so bone-chilling, and I was so weak, that I imagined my organs were simply grinding to a halt. For the first few days I just shivered on the floor trying to protect myself with bits of clothing. I would only receive a cup of hot water and a piece of bread daily and no utensils. After 3 or 4 days I found myself numb and almost unable to move--the guards kept checks on me and finally allowed me to stumble off to the latrine lest I expire.
It was the action of one kind-hearted guard that perhaps saved my life. Twice, instead of just water, he gave me some hot soup (perhaps even his own ration?) which I gulped down so quickly that it burned cankers in my mouth. I never managed to thank him for the risk he took.